Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Insomnia blog.

I envy those people who can easily fall asleep, those who just simply close their eyes and dream (in my dad's case, snore. ;p). It's 3:25am and my mind is still 100% awake. I have tried everything to cure this crazy insomnia but nothing works! I can even stay awake 24hrs. straight.


Well, this is me convincing myself that by writing this blog my eyes will finally feel tired and close by itself (crazy me).




Let me just tell you some of my weirdest dreams..



1. Me and Gab was about to get married and I was telling myself not to cry but as soon as I was walking toward him (am sure you know the answer), I was crying like a baby. It wasn't even cute or touching! Bride-zilla looks more appealing than me (that's how exaggerated it looks). It was really cccrraaaazzyyyyy!!!



I remembered something (this isn't a dream, may kwento lang na isisingit ko). After dinner, me and my family's ritual is to watch tv together in their room and chat about everything and anything. Anyway, we were watching SNN (showbiz news ngayon) and the show was about Mar Roxas and Korina Sanchez' wedding. Out of the blue, I asked him if he's going to cry at my wedding. He told me "tignan natin," cute talaga ni tatay hahahah! So kinulit ko pa siya and told him he should even though it's fake (para touching, talk about evil daughter). "Bakit ko pepekein? Pangit naman yung ganun," he said (seryoso talaga si ama).



I love teasing, joking and making my dad laugh or even smile. He's a kind of guy who looks scary because he doesn't smile a lot (even at pictures) but everybody loves him because he's a good guy. Mababa siyang tao and it's heart warming seeing him happy.




As for my mom, I am 100% sure she's going to cry (mababa luha nun e sobra). She's a strong woman but a drama queen like me. Her attitude is predictable but it still affects people (especially me). I love my parents so much and I am happy to have them in my life.


Back to my dreams...


2. (It's about me and Gab again) He is my kababata (which is totally not true because we met like about 3yrs ago only) and he is my super crush daw but he doesn't like me so di ko na pinilit. Many years after and binata't dalaga na kami, he saw me in a market. He recognized me but doesn't know who I am so he asked a friend. Yun nga sinabi ng friend namin na I was like obsessed with him when we were little, nanghinayang siya na di niya ako napansin noon. The odd thing about this was that I don't know him anymore kaya siya naman naiinis ngayon (buti nga sa dedma!). He followed me home and it scared me a lot. He even went inside my house without me knowing just to introduce himself to me (pushy?). So the ending was we became a couple and he's obsessing. He keeps on staring at me and touching me everywhere and anywhere we go. Major obsession nga case ni Gab eh at super unrealistic (sooooo funny!).

I told him about that dream and denial pa siya hahahaha! Obsessed pala siya (kaya pala).


I created this blog 3 days ago but only posted it now because of lack of time. Right now we are outside Mount Carmel Parish because we are attending our Marriage Counseling seminar. Lunch break kaya nakapag-internet.. I'll blog about the seminar too, we are planning to create a new site (just for us).